*.~`Enjoy this godly Jay + Landy's Wu Ding`~.*

Gosh gosh, left 5 mins to rush thru everything now!! gotta go hosp wif 3aunt now le~ eat there, then take mum home, home sweet home huh.. hopefully. then go home consider, whether to go SGH for consultations by the doctors there and see how..if not nuh doctors either say "Left a few months", or "打 chemo(theraphy)".

btw i was so surprised, about the some lil gifts for me, and my mum..
really thank you all..jie & frens. Presents dont need buy le - if not u guys are going burn holes in your wallets ah! Handmade stuffs are lots better. hehz. Anyway thanks for the puzzle, cool, cute, awesome~, yea, not to forget the handmade card, the drawings of faces are cute, and looks quite real too..woo~ dunno whose greatly artistic talent though. great job! hahas =D im sure my mum gotta love them all~

Anyway, was glad u guys enjoyed yourself lots ytd~ - movies, kbox, wd-shopping etc. hehe,
this time rd no taking of neo-prints ah? lol >.<

** For jie's portion **
Jie! Great that u are looking on the bright side le~ *thumbs up for u!* ^^v
Anyway, the breakfast was great, really appreciate it, but really really don need buy everytime de - caused you to wake up extra early to buy, late for work.. Sometimes i cant even finish, feel so bad wasting your $$ =(
Btw, don't go out till so late le, u'll keep your mum worry, would be better if lesser arguments broke out between the two of u ok? your mum cares for u de, nags and scoldings were evidences. *Sorry if im doing a lil' nagging here though* Must always go for peace. Peace rocks~
yea, hope you'll really stay positive, as mentioned wor~
Do still remb eat lots too and slp early ok..yes, pls listen to me, for god's sake, once pls!! Sleep early!!!

And..hmm the bear bear for me de? lolx why suddenly give me one bearbear? Hahas. whatever the reason, thank you (all) for it[I thought was for my mum de. LoLz]
For now, i'll be strong (no worries guys) and chant LOTS, like most Soka members are doing~
**Wed chanting session still nt sure whether at home or 3aunt's though**

*Shucks~ im gonna hate myself for being a procrastinator, i typed for 25 mins alr!!* Buzzing off, and wont be updating any sooner, i guess~

I'm not sure, somehow, in one way or another, with volume 2 of my hp's ringtone, i managed to wake up(within seconds ya?)..

i took the call by surprise..
i thought meng's main and only reason was to exchange cds with me..(come to think of it, i think its real silly of him if that's it.. =X)
Surprisingly, a huge packet of mee hoon soup was passed to me, besides the 'exchangement'.

oh.and yes, sis, im truly sincerely really grateful for your letter - it mus have costs you quite plenty of time to write huh -, with words of wisdom and encouragement. It helps, to a huge extent - seems like you're well prepared, the letter sure links with the food.
hehez. i mus say the soup is nice, but i didn't managed to finish fully though, i did tried~
Really really don't need go to the trouble of buying breakfast, i appreciate what you guys have done already - the gifts, both cards for me and mum, supportive - i'm truly, truly touched~ A HUGE THANKS!!

i'm much better le, dont worry, my mum is quite ok today also
she can talk le, unlike ytd, lying in bed, so weak.
today at least she ate, talk abit, smile a'lil, looks fresh too - Good for her~!

but the sad thing is, also no idea, how come her glucose lvl increased from 10 - 13 leh.. haix.
so in the meantime, no sweets for her, not even cough drops.

Sorry fellow buddies, & my dearest jie, to cause you guys worry ah.
Sincerely thank you for all the encouragement, to allow me to stay strong. whahaha~ keke
i'm fine today, and will be, the next few as well~
I think im TOO BLESSED to have u all in my life!
u guys mus take lots care too~ (:
ciao!~

yea..Jinjin jie, mk, wj, jus now u guys didnt hear mi i guess, imma say again, thank you guys for coming visit my mum.. she's real happy to see you guys..(from her tears u know..)

oO, the presents were a surprise.. How did they have the time to buy the presents..(so heavy somemore LoLz), somemore stil can wrap wor..
wait my mum return, then she open herself

thanks again
take care~~! BYESZZZ

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Staring at four walls, lying flat on bed, hearing a cough which resemblance my mum's when mk called me.. 1037am..wondered what are the 3 of them(did hx work?) doing now.. Packing mags? haix, i cant help them out of the collectors.. will the remaining 1160 collectors arrive today.. ohh, to my surprise, i received fish's album - jinjin lent it to me morning.. *been trying to get my hands on that album for quite some time* great wonderful, soothing tunes, bringing me to a relax mood.. thanks loooOrts sis ^^ hmm.they wanna visit my mum eh? gotta see first..the time they knock off.. the level of fatigue of them anyway hope they're doing well, and sis(working, enjoying @ the same time, LoLz) ***Received a CALL from mum!!*** After preparing the things she asked me to bring later, im back again. heh. still no bed for her, haiz. anyway so glad she's ok - able to talk, unlike last night... er.gosh, my porridge were left to be, for 30 mins le, cold liaoz.. sht my wc3..kns update..tmd

Staring at four walls, lying flat on bed, hearing a cough which resemblance my mum's when mk called me.. 1037am..wondered what are the 3 of them(did hx work?) doing now.. Packing mags? haix, i cant help them out of the collectors.. will the remaining 1160 collectors arrive today.. ohh, to my surprise, i received fish's album - jinjin lent it to me morning.. *been trying to get my hands on that album for quite some time* great wonderful, soothing tunes, bringing me to a relax mood.. thanks loooOrts sis ^^ hmm.they wanna visit my mum eh? gotta see first..the time they knock off.. the level of fatigue of them anyway hope they're doing well, and sis(working, enjoying @ the same time, LoLz) ***Received a CALL from mum!!*** After preparing the things she asked me to bring later, im back again. heh. still no bed for her, haiz. anyway so glad she's ok - able to talk, unlike last night... er.gosh, my porridge were left to be, for 30 mins le, cold liaoz.. sht my wc3..kns update..tmd

Staring at four walls, lying flat on bed, hearing a cough which resemblance my mum's when mk called me..
1037am..wondered what are the 3 of them(did hx work?) doing now..
Packing mags? haix, i cant help them out of the collectors..
will the remaining 1160 collectors arrive today..

ohh, to my surprise, i received fish's album - jinjin lent it to me morning.. *been trying to get my hands on that album for quite some time*
great wonderful, soothing tunes, bringing me to a relax mood.. thanks loooOrts sis ^^

hmm.they wanna visit my mum eh? gotta see first..the time they knock off.. the level of fatigue of them
anyway hope they're doing well, and sis(working, enjoying @ the same time, LoLz)

***Received a CALL from mum!!***
After preparing the things she asked me to bring later, im back again. heh.
still no bed for her, haiz. anyway so glad she's ok - able to talk, unlike last night...
er.gosh, my porridge were left to be, for 30 mins le, cold liaoz..
sht my wc3..kns update..tmd

Since young, I've been having this kind, sort of omen, that whenever something happens, i'll think of the deadliest, most terrible consequences than one can ever imagine. But, however miraculously, in one way or another, the outcome isn't really that worst like how i would thought to be.
[eGs - *when i thought i did major damage to comp and would be prepared for my bro's WORST scoldings, or even fists, he didn't do much and told me not to repeat such error. *when i thought i'd be bullied severely after i drop down to N(A) Stream cos' i've got only few frens there, i was not only safe, but was welcomed warmly by teachers, and friends too. *when i thought I ain't gonna make it thru to sec5, i unexpectedly scored well. *when i thought i'd get reprimanded severely when i 'went over' the time that i promised my mom i'd be back, latest by then, but she didn't flare up, nor give me anger looks or stuffs.

Oncoming two fears - O lvls scored terribly(nt that impt right now); losing her.

Will the outcome of my current fears, become miraculously positive? Or will it really, be the awful undesirable?
Able to do no shit, while seeing her in GREAT pain..
Her intensed rapid cough, fills my pain emotionally, her face, pale like tissue..
My tears, unable to hold back further..

Yes, u told me after you recovered fully, u wanted to go KBox with me, to sing lots of songs, you also wanted to explore singapore with me, to enjoy the wonderful delicious dishes, those u saw, on tv...remb? dont tell me u had already forgotten all these? I've not, yes, i'll be waiting. I can wait, can u?
can you return safely back home from this hospital trip? i'll get ready a fabulous sofy bed for you. The floors will be cleaned, fans washed..all for you.. trust me pls, this once..

yes..currently, you're the only one who can let me teared soo 'tong kuai', been a FEW YEARS since i did that..
yes, i'll chant, and ALOT MORE NOW. im sorry i didnt chant much these few days. playin comps cos' was afraid fa would return and use, then i cant use le..

Worst nightmare of my life..will i be able to overcome such big obstacle..I'm not sure if i can face, and overcome this fear...................

Weee~ today afternoon, even though a short one, i'm happy tt there was this outing, with my best of best buddies pals (jie[jinjin], mk, wj, jin-hong, ivan, hx, wj's sis[Su Xian]).
After eating at Pizza Hut, we proceed to movie - Ghost Tunnel.
It wasn't tt scary though - yea u read it right, it's the sudden loud sound effects which sent my heart into palpitations. *Hahas jie seems to be abit afraid of seeing those ghostly 'monsterous' faces. me abit too. lolx~ anyway this movie is only rated PG.
*Btw jie, im sorry ah, didnt listen to u again, i still bought the 'rubbish food', but i didnt eat alot though. lolx. i'll be more guai le!~

hmm..after that, jie and me immediately went to take 姐弟 neoprints together ^^
no choice, need put cap, cos' once i put it on le, cannot take out, cos my hair will look hilarous 1!!
heh. total took 8shots. w00t. gotta trouble mk to help us scan into computer le. heh, thks meng. =D

Lucky went home nvr kena scolding lolx.
come to think of it, $10 for the neoprints.. WoahHH~!
i think no more next time le ba, for now. Let's save money ^^
Due to time constraint, shall stop here.
To be continued...

*Jie, you rock my world~! :-D

13th Jan - It's indeed A memorable day for me, and some of them(u know who u guys are). Jie, mk, wj, jeanette and myself were supposed to watch some horror movies, but there were none, so we anyhow chose a movie which is about to begin de, and we watched 'Blood Diamond' (Solomon Vandy, Maddy, Danny Archer), and the 3 of them were marvellous actors i must say. Heh, no regrets watching it though, nice movie!

Hmm..before the movie, we took some neoprints(oh gosh, didnt know now was >$9, when the last time i took was in pri5, which was $4 onli..*Pengz*)
*Hais jie, when i asked you to take cab, you said no, and said we need to save money for the future..haiyo, your taking of neo-prints arh, eat more $$ lei =/*
jie always dont listen to me de =(
Anyway, for me la, i think long time take(neoprints) once wont do much harm, let's say 1 year once, maybe? LoLz

So glad that day was able to not-disappoint sis, but i think i might not be going for subsequent 'outings' le..my mom's condition =X
but u guys can go on ahead though ^^

And the coming Saturday, 20th Jan, i dont think i'm able to attend the class gathering either..haix, sry syakilla =/ last minute backout..

Releasing of O lvls results soon..keep hoping, imagining..

Alas, hope i get a life, real soon...

*Rainy day*

Today was huge rainy day, we(my buddies+me[duh]) were actually able to be let off from work early. But what sent my heart into palpitations and my breath to shallow gasps is the sudden urgent tasks for us to accomplish(in which we might be able to complete by tmr).
If not for the tasks, we might be spotted at Ginza in the afternoon~
Nonetheless, we continued with our work, and in the evening, we went down, with my aunt+uncle, in uncle's van, to West Coast hawker centre for dinner. [TART QIA TART UNTIL SIAO. zz]. by the way.. saw some Kent Ridgeans in unifm, if not, PE, still hanging around oO lucky nvr kena any teacher, if not, they'll go ^&#@#!% when they see our non-black hairs~ hahax

After dinner, we went to buy a chocolate cake $16/- (my aunt paid de).
Then, we proceed to my house for daimoku chanting[in case no one knows, im from SGI(Soka Gekkai International), so we'll chant lots and lots(to the Gohonzon) to achieve what we prayed(it may take years though, but its REALLY worth while waiting~).

After chanting session, when all other members went home, my aunts, uncle, weijian, mengkha and myself, sang BIRTHDAY SONGS(both chi and eng) for my mom~ W00t, then i, representative of giving the present(me wj mk bought[price? heh.don wanna reveal~]), gave her the present lo. She got a shocked when she saw it. "SO BIG ?!" were her immediate reaction. Hahas. it was jus a heart-shaped pillow, and another small massage gadget, (it will vibrate vigorously, to carry out its purpose[duh..]).

~Hope i can fork out more time, to chant for my mom, to 'fight' against her illness..

After eating the cakes and some chats, wj and mk left my house, at abt 1050pm, in heavy-downpour-weather =/
And ard one hour later, here i am cracking my brains, typing, smiling(multi-tasks?), all at the same time..

Haiz, this saturday class reunion thinggy, not sure, or completely no idea, where it will be held, what time.. that day also clashes with some, who needs to attend Scholarships & Bursary Awards at different/same CC..

What a rain,
Fills the drain.
Come again,
Kill my pain.

Aching..my hands aint mine anymore
Rest.. yea sure i need, at least abit more.

Anyway if you(yea you... dont need look around la, YOU!) are reading this, I wish you A great fruitful and cheerful month ahead~
If you're waiting for your O lvl results to be released(5th Feb?), sincerely wishing you reached the desired targets,if not, better results, you set for yourself~
All the best jie, guys & gurls! Take care too~!

**Awaiting my Feb Teenage issue.. hell yea, and O lvl results..**

A husband and wife in their 8Os have problems remembering things.

During a checkup, the doctor tells them that they're physically okay, but they might want to start writing things down to help them remember.

Later that night, while watching TV, the old man gets up from his chair.
"Want anything while I'm in the kitchen?" he asks his wife.
"Will you get me a bowl of ice cream?"
"Sure."
"Don't you think you should write it down so you can remember it?" she asks.
"No, I can remember it."
"I'd like some strawberries on top, too. Maybe you should write it down."
"I can remember that. You want a bowl of ice cream with strawberries."
"I'd also like whipped cream. I'm sure you'll forget. Write it down."
Irrirated, he says: "I don't need to write it down, I can remember it. Ice cream with strawberries and whipped cream. I've got it."

He toddles to the kitchen and after about 20 minutes, returns with a plate of bacon and eggs.
She stares at the plate for a moment, and asks: "Where's my toast?"

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