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Sunday, February 25, 2007 ♥

Haix. Talking abt living in singapore, the families here, are stereotyped as peaceful, happy ya? Not when it comes to talking abt who's the worst of all.

I been wondering..ytd night, ard 2am..even after i finished my last dota, why isnt my father back yet? i knew sth was wrong..
and during my sleep, i was awakened by my father's fren, he exclaimed to me that my father was drunk, and fell down, suffering several bruises and cuts.
my bro and i gotta clear up the shit mess he left around, or he 'produced' from his body.
omfg..drinking is fkn useless.. waste money, destroy health..
He pay money to drink, in the end, he reach home, throw out all the beer, and some mee hoon, to be exact - is like doing 'harmful investment'..
at night went out til so late, drink wad drink..cant drink act pro.. kns
afternoon smoke smoke smoke..tmd pollute air..
if depend on him in the future..i think cmi la.. haiz.
suay life.

i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Sunday, February 25, 2007

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ♥

IdEaS~

Ytd, i asked my brother to show me his O lvls cert. His results were as follow:

English B4
History B4
Chinese B3
A Maths B3
Accounts A2
Sci(phys/chem) A2
E Maths A1

L1R5 = 15

Hmm..from what i see, i must say he's quite smarter than me huh.. but hey, that's not the issue here. He's capable of scoring in secondary school. But then, he went on to a JC, and from the results i saw from his A lvl cert, his results were not as outstanding. Just pass, if not just fail. From this, I assumed life is ALOT tougher, and definitely stresser in JC (i dunno if is that he's not working hard enough, or he was dating at that time to cause the produced results, or just simply it was pure TOUGH).
Right now, his job ain't related to what he studied. From what i think, if one wants to go JC, then he/she gotta continue to climb and move on to Uni. But upon graduation from Uni, what career path will that one choose? Doctor? Lawyer? Journalist? I aint keen on any of these(at least for now).

I think I'll be choosing to get a diploma instead ba. Right now, it'd be Accountancy(hell yea, i love the satisfaction of balancing the B/S ^^).
That should be it now. (Hmm jie gotta be wondering why i suddenly make a decision so fast?) AhHas, cos i listened to u, to ask my mum for advice, and yea i did, but she didn't tell me to choose Accountancy or poly, she told me to chant to Gohonzon to give me knowledge and wisdom to make a decision, and fair-cum-fast enough, i made one le~ whahaha, thanks ah sis, u're the main source of this advice-chain. =Þ
Ok, L1R4, if i cmi to 15, so be it. Anyway we got 12 choices to choose yea?
Once again, results first, decisions later(that's for sure!).

i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Monday, February 05, 2007 ♥

More Qns arrivals..

AiYa..my hair at the back so long, shud haf cut shorter! but regrets wont take me nowhere. at most kena problem - cut again tt day. Hmm.Skarly they don't care much abt the lengths of hair, only colour? (jus like wad nicholas said) skarly nia -_-"

aNiwAys, ytd shud be the most i've ever, EVER chant - a total of 9hours from 9am-9pm(not non-stop though..), maybe i'll try break my own record in future marathons? Maybe i chanted so long becos' i felt i have the MOST responsibility to chant most, its like if the recipient's child dont even wan to support and chant, the others may think...

AnD Jinjin-Jiejie & MenGkhA, each of 5.5hours chanting too(breaks in between duh), wj 3 hours(im nt sure if anything happens though, hopefully not ah). *Applause for 3 of them* 1hr alr very tiring le leh, and somemore they started chanting not too long ago, as in into chanting stuffs.. Very thank you all very much~!! i felt tt my mum is in a sure-win situation here yea? [oh and gotta thank De Cong for that little postcard of encouragement, it help lots. THaNks!~]

** Was in a state of PURE hungerness in the midnight of 4am, and gobble up a pkt of 200ml Ensure+ Vanilla Milk. LoLz **

Refer to jie's blog, GP ain't that ez i guess, must be able to think for both sides, and debate. read up more and understand the whole situation clearly. i know i cant. that's just me, and my presentation skills sucks too - that's for sure.

Poly..and mk, if u're reading, i found out that NP also has a NEW course - Diploma in Tourism & Resort Management. Perhaps u'd like to go? =Þ Both SP and NP offer Diploma in Accounting, in which i 'think' i wan to go.. not for the sake of what i want to be in the future though, cos i don't really know what my heart wants me to go for.. Shame to say, but i mus admit i got no ambitions(GoSH then u're totally useless!)
15 pts for L1R4 dip in acctg..if only i can achieve it..
AND !! Anyone still has the TNP(forget which date..), in which it provides LOTS informations about SP's COURSES and stuffs, mind sharing?! I dont know where da hell i throw it to le.

These few days gotta stay at hm look after mum and save $$, as well. So yea.. no boxing - especially one with adjective K. I cant sing too, i know, u know, they know de.. bla, dont even know wad im typing.
Haiz...one step after another.
Results first, then decide..

i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Monday, February 05, 2007

Thursday, February 01, 2007 ♥

nt many ppl will read..TOO LONG~ xD

As that very day moves closer, all of us, are filled with fears, anxiety, while some, uncertainty..
For me, i know, i belong to both groups. I'm clueless of where to go.
Yes, I'd like to go to a JC(JJC), cos its only TWO years + its cheaper.
However, the biggest issue abt it is the stress, and time management, + discipline of course..(cant play too much). The GP is a killer. CCA - a must. Uniform - Not an issue here.
What if i have to repeat another year...
I've already have huge headaches, i mean excruciating those kind, even in secondary (NA somemore).. climbing a higher level isnt easy as typing all these.. *I'm not one who can take huge schoolwork/exams stress, for the windows, will always be wide open - all i have to do, was to move forward, but maybe i'll think... thrice before doing so* [kinda chim-enology here]

Yes, Poly..NP or SP? Aint they still polys? What's the diff then..They do provide education, knowledge, diplomas yea? Decision making is kinda tough work.. my heart told me i can go to any of these 2 polys, maybe i'll follow my frens?
Poly..3 years, get 1 diploma. Appearance wise - not strict, no uniforms, dyed hairs allowed etc. Diploma.. will it be useful for me once i step into the real world? Will i be in a career related to what i studied?

HaiZ, Questions, questions.. keep coming. I heard that after we get our results, we only have 2-3 days for consideration.. Maybe I'll jus chuck in any poly? course..maybe Accounting?
The future lies in our own hands indeed. Will I live to regret the choice i make now? Man, i need advices.

Maybe i shouldn't think much - my mum's still top priority now. Must GET WELL !! 变毒为药。
"Take one step, count one step". After i get my results and see how first. HA! skarly my results tell me i got no choice to choose - no poly or jc, but RETAIN. Another year of O lvl..omg. My nightmare would then return - the most terror-killer Social Studies, would make me go crazy, even insane for tt matter, and overly-stress. I'd then have to take risks by studying 2 themes le. whaha哈哈！ ......

Oops..I've no idea what i typed all the whole chunk above. What's done, i aint gonna make it undone - would be wasting my time if i do.
Expiate my negative karma - ..I'll try..minimise the usage of &#$%!@, at least in public, hopefully.

And jie, if you're reading, I'm glad for you that you finally moved out from 'hell' - WPM!. Hmm.. wb still solo working or? Oh yea, and also thank you for the cute photo comments you gave. Hahaz, at least, it brings smile to my face :-)
Oh, and as for the breakfast, yes, really thank you and mk for the TROUBLE! But really, really REALLY dont have to buy le~ My mum AGREES with me - she said I need rest, so not good to wake up early. Anyway, i think..think only, that she'll tell u more, on Sun. No worries, no scoldings de~ Hehz.

Wonder if Alvin & Chris would allow for 'Off' for them tmr huh..
Hopefully can ba. After the coming-haircuts, I'ma try save more money - depleting quite fast. Afterall, from now on, little expenses of the house, would be 'sponsored' by me. I dont think I'd be KBox-ing with u guys 2nd time rd. *Sorry for being spoiler, again.* Partly was due to finance, the other part was due to time constraint, needed to be at home for my mum, u know. yea.
Hate myself for procrastination, again. Wishing everyone all the very best for their O lvls results.. For most..
Enter the school gate with fear.. Leave it with tears(of joy).
See all my friends soon..

Some words of wisdoms, given to me, by Ms Sujeetha:

"You may not always win, but never give in to defeat. Live in such a way that you are not defeated, no matter what the situation or circumstances."
Mrs Ikeda

"As long as you are not defeated, you can always look forward to another opportunity for success in the future. The key is not getting down on yourself. You have to remember to value and treasure yourself."
Mr Daisaku Ikeda, President of SGI.
(Got that sis? ^_^)

"Never take things for granted.
Never leave things unattended.
It is the cause for regret."
Mr Ong, General Director of SSA.

i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Thursday, February 01, 2007