Thursday, February 01, 2007 ♥
nt many ppl will read..TOO LONG~ xD
As that very day moves closer, all of us, are filled with fears, anxiety, while some, uncertainty..For me, i know, i belong to both groups. I'm clueless of where to go.Yes, I'd like to go to a JC(JJC), cos its only TWO years + its cheaper.However, the biggest issue abt it is the stress, and time management, + discipline of course..(cant play too much). The GP is a killer. CCA - a must. Uniform - Not an issue here.What if i have to repeat another year...I've already have huge headaches, i mean excruciating those kind, even in secondary (NA somemore).. climbing a higher level isnt easy as typing all these.. *I'm not one who can take huge schoolwork/exams stress, for the windows, will always be wide open - all i have to do, was to move forward, but maybe i'll think... thrice before doing so* [kinda chim-enology here]Yes, Poly..NP or SP? Aint they still polys? What's the diff then..They do provide education, knowledge, diplomas yea? Decision making is kinda tough work.. my heart told me i can go to any of these 2 polys, maybe i'll follow my frens?Poly..3 years, get 1 diploma. Appearance wise - not strict, no uniforms, dyed hairs allowed etc. Diploma.. will it be useful for me once i step into the real world? Will i be in a career related to what i studied?HaiZ, Questions, questions.. keep coming. I heard that after we get our results, we only have 2-3 days for consideration.. Maybe I'll jus chuck in any poly? course..maybe Accounting?The future lies in our own hands indeed. Will I live to regret the choice i make now? Man, i need advices.Maybe i shouldn't think much - my mum's still top priority now. Must GET WELL !! 变毒为药。"Take one step, count one step". After i get my results and see how first. HA! skarly my results tell me i got no choice to choose - no poly or jc, but RETAIN. Another year of O lvl..omg. My nightmare would then return - the most terror-killer Social Studies, would make me go crazy, even insane for tt matter, and overly-stress. I'd then have to take risks by studying 2 themes le. whaha哈哈！ ......Oops..I've no idea what i typed all the whole chunk above. What's done, i aint gonna make it undone - would be wasting my time if i do.Expiate my negative karma - ..I'll try..minimise the usage of &#$%!@, at least in public, hopefully.And jie, if you're reading, I'm glad for you that you finally moved out from 'hell' - WPM!. Hmm.. wb still solo working or? Oh yea, and also thank you for the cute photo comments you gave. Hahaz, at least, it brings smile to my face :-)Oh, and as for the breakfast, yes, really thank you and mk for the TROUBLE! But really, really REALLY dont have to buy le~ My mum AGREES with me - she said I need rest, so not good to wake up early. Anyway, i think..think only, that she'll tell u more, on Sun. No worries, no scoldings de~ Hehz.Wonder if Alvin & Chris would allow for 'Off' for them tmr huh..Hopefully can ba. After the coming-haircuts, I'ma try save more money - depleting quite fast. Afterall, from now on, little expenses of the house, would be 'sponsored' by me. I dont think I'd be KBox-ing with u guys 2nd time rd. *Sorry for being spoiler, again.* Partly was due to finance, the other part was due to time constraint, needed to be at home for my mum, u know. yea.Hate myself for procrastination, again. Wishing everyone all the very best for their O lvls results.. For most..Enter the school gate with fear.. Leave it with tears(of joy).See all my friends soon..Some words of wisdoms, given to me, by Ms Sujeetha:"You may not always win, but never give in to defeat. Live in such a way that you are not defeated, no matter what the situation or circumstances."Mrs Ikeda"As long as you are not defeated, you can always look forward to another opportunity for success in the future. The key is not getting down on yourself. You have to remember to value and treasure yourself."Mr Daisaku Ikeda, President of SGI.(Got that sis? ^_^)"Never take things for granted.Never leave things unattended.It is the cause for regret."Mr Ong, General Director of SSA.
i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Thursday, February 01, 2007
