Thursday, March 29, 2007 ♥
whole entry dedicated to wj..
this problem between us, or rather lack of communication, has been on for a week plus already. 4years already, and hope to continue counting as well, we've been best buddies(at least i treated u like one, i wont doubt tt you didnt).and i'm not sure why after telling u that hc and i became an item, the next and subsequent days you been ignoring me. even when at ahjin hse i cud sense sth wrong.may i jus ask for an explanation from you? as in, you're unhappy with us(me hc) being tgt, or upset with me personally(maybe due to my sai-bin attitude[cud it be im proud or sth?] or work[tt i didnt help u push/pull pallet and stuffs?] or anything else), or both?4th aunt's right(i didnt explain thoroughly everything to her, jus told her we had a lil' communications problems) . Friends like u aint ez find. we been thru hell lots thick thin, problems, fun, u guys even help me through my lowest pt of life,(during my mum's dilemma and till the demise of her), i truly appreciate all that u all have done, jus tt maybe im jus idiot enough not able to express them and show my gratitude enough, to let u all feel my sincerity.I'm truly sorry here, if my actions of the past, have caused u much anger, or even sorrows for tt matter.i truly hope u can voice out your unhappiness abt me(so that i can then learn from my mistakes, and not commit them again, lest i cause anger to others as well), and jus let me know the wrong and unpleasant things i did ok?Friends can talk out their problems with each other, somemore we were buddies ya. i truly cherish our 3-years+ friendship and awaits your reply, be it by an email to me, call me, or talk face to face. im fine with anything.hear from u soon =)
i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Thursday, March 29, 2007