Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥
long updates
hm. been quite a million seconds ever since I update.. lolyep. common test 2 maec, poa, pba all over. kinda satisfied with the marks I got thoughgood. this semester gotta show much improvement than the sem definitely - well, not trying to show off or what, but this would probably apply to those who slack for sem1. ahaha. good everyone try to piang. ytd jus finished my bca presentation, was quite well done i thought, even though there were sudden technical problem to the workbook. but nonetheless, we presented everything, maybe I pulled down slightly due to some lil' shit problems popping out and there. but should be no prob ba. And also learnt a new word "Chou Yin Dao" (LOL pls do not anyhow use if u don UNDERSTAnD)bmgt project jus finish not long only.Next up is pba, just completed the GUI, gotta do some codings here and there to make it work.man im excited abt everything going to work smoothly as i thought LOL - THOUGHT.. -.=Final BCA hands on test on 1feb, a friday. 6-7+pm. can kill. 1pm release..gotta wait like !#(%*!(%*#% in school. but shall see how then. maybe i'd be too rush up studying or what. who knows.everything is going to be over soon.. prob a batam trip with relatives - again yea, on Mar12(?), before that with CNY coming up.. and after CNY, there's gonna be intensive persistent fierce ultimate mugging for 4papers, most of consisting of 40-50% of each module.. kan pua fierce. will chong like siao liao, although also mus relax at times.hmm dearie Jerry also has to work hard together with Tom! Big cat study, small rat also must pia together with Tom alright. Together we fight with all the stress, tiredness and time-constraints that we're facing. Let's do it!you can do it. i strongly believe in you, you'll pass this stage of obstacle in your life! Having the feeling of giving up makes you 50% closer to failure alright. not only me, many frens believe in you as well!hai.im sorry but as always, I can't do anything to help when my loved ones are sick, when they're feeling the pain, while I can only, sit and watch, how they cope, struggle and try to fight back with the disease.Times flies..2007 jus went by just like that, without much notice, perhaps most'd have agreed, due to the busy schedule of poly lives.. one year without her, I made it through, though was tough, but was quite ok now, financially, mentally, physically and emotionally..i'd never forget that very last night.. she coughed and coughed, press her stomach area forcefully, as if trying to lessen pain in there, I couldn't even hear what she want, or was trying to say, for the last time to me. she tried to tell me sth, over and over again, despite great difficulties in speaking, dumb fuck me just cant couldnt make out the words of hers, watching her enduring and struggling, while I sit and lie on the desk. I didnt knew that was the last struggle she put up with..sorry dont meant to be emo here, but jus feel like writing cos' its my blog ma! hmm 1year anniversary for her is coming, will be visiting her soon with relatives and some.alright, let's light up the atmostphere here, too dull.CNY's coming, gosh i havent buy cny clothes yet, however, a Aussino Bolster instead. lol so cheap. $11.45 only, ahaha got 50% disc ma. longly anticipated hangbaos, although not alot, is approaching as mid-feb draws near..heard that O lvl results is coming out soon man..so excited. ahaha, this yr release so soon. wonder how's everyone did huh. lol. Year 2 is coming my way man. super fast, not long ago, was year1 nia leh.yep Jerry!! of cos I didnt forget you. heh. anniversary is coming! excited?sorry abt me not being able to bring u to places at all, only u bringing me to explore the world.sorry about my faults and mistakes, let everything be the past, and learn and move on, work hard jia U yea!! (:After the exams of the year1, we can have the time to enjoy, work and play!!heh. yep thats it! let us spend the holidays happily, that is, to work hard for our papers first so that we'll not spend unnecessary worries on exams after that yea.buddies and friends pal, sorry for the time gap of not contacting with u guys, will catch soon these days alright!~ im sure u guys are bz wif work as well huh. hahazand exams are ard the corner. don think will have much time to update, so maybe don need visit too often =P*Poof gone*-Jing, im glad to see your health getting better, im sure you'll be alright very soon, but upset to see your tiredness and stress accumulating. i'll try help whatever I can alright dearie, pls dont give up! =) take lots care alrite.love you lots deardear..
i ♥ Tom & Jerry
Wednesday, January 23, 2008